Lent: Fasting from Language Adrift

Matthew P. Anstey May 16, 2016

This Lent, perhaps all of us should fast from post-fact, post-truth, post-it language, from language more at home in smoke and mirrors than in evocation and epiphany.

And in the silence then that follows, we can perhaps hope to find again our voice, and more so, be found by the voice yearning for us.

Here is, then, a Lenten poem:

this day is a bleak day (Mark 5:25-34)

this day is a bleak day, O God

what more can I say?

this day is a day of bleeding,

from the body, from the soul


this bleak, besmeared day drifts unbound

a day not on any calendar I know of

lost, shipwrecked from yesterday,

estranged from tomorrow’s dawn


this day is all distorted, O God

hours twisted into ghastly shapes –

gaping hours that moan,

collapsed hours without form

thick hours seeping all too slowly into the earth


if despair on this dark day was for sale

I’d be rich, wretchedly rich!


but yet ... but yet ...


if I but reach out and touch your cloak

you will pause, you will face me, you will call me


and in my body and in my soul I’ll know

that my bleeding has ceased this day,

its bleakness destined for crucifixion

its blackness floodlit by resurrection


amen